| Wednesday, June 6th, 2001 |
| 8:21 am |
~*SENIORS 2002 ROCKS!!*~
Wow..i havent wrote in this in so long so I think that I am going to update you.. i was talking to this kid Adam..but he is an asshole and so now we arent talking nemore bc he doesnt "have time" so whatever.... last thursday we had our first SENIOR t-shirt party. Wow...i am going to be a senior! Friday there was a t-shirt party too and then saturday I had Sooo much fuN!! lol Right KeL?? So neways at the t-shirt party on friday I asked Lou to sing my shirt and she said yes and gave me a hug and said she loved me and missed me so Things are good now and I am very happy.. i talked to a friend at work and she told me that life is too short to hold gurdges and especially for my senior year. So Lou...if you see this...I lolve you lots and I am happy things are good again. 10 days til my b-day and 10 days until thaoy leaves :( Gunnah be really sad. So neways. Went to the dave mttews band concert the other night and it was so boring..the only fun part was watching people be SOOOOOOo weird. So neways today was the seniors last day of school and so now I am FINALLY a SENIOR!!!! How exciting. I am in 4th hour right now and it is kinda boring but oh well... So i am really hungry bc today we Chalked the school (its a tradition for the new seniors) and we did it at 5:30am and then went to a couple peoples houses and wrote on the sidewalks and then we wnt to mcy d's and all i had was hashbrowns....so i am starving...hehe..Oh well..nothing else to write so i will talk to you later..Buh-Bye love always, Jilly xoxo Current Mood:  bouncy |
| Sunday, April 29th, 2001 |
| 12:45 am |
.......
Well...today was okay i guess. Well...to some people it might have been better but I am not in a good optimistic mood because I am having woman problems. But neways.. our night started off on a boring note but i like talking like we did ..i dunno its just fun sometimes. So yeah..at Coneys today, me, Keli and Nikki at at coneys and mine and nikkis hanis were soggy and our fries were like 10 days old so we talked to this manager. He was a very nice guy and he gave us free dessert and then at the end..he said all the food was on us but he asked Keli if she knew what he wanted...and she said..no and he said...ur friends # and he was talking about me... and so he told me to put it in his cell and so i did and i put nikkis # and name..hehe but he wasnt exactly my type if u know what i mean...but I guess i can never get the guys ..right Lindsey??? So neways we went to this party that ryan invited us to and it turned out he was downstairs w/his gf the whole time so we left and went to Dans house and it was okay. and that ended my night. It was a weird night i dont know how to explain it I just didnt really feel right.. But there is something going through my mind that I wish I was doing but I cant say it over this bc some people have BIG mouths and i dont want it to get back to the person..but keli and nikki...we talked about this earlier.. so neways..i am tired and I have to do a paper tomorrow and go to work ..So night night Current Mood: Not Loved |
| Sunday, April 22nd, 2001 |
| 12:29 am |
GRR
So yeah.. I wrote yesterday night but somehow it got deleted...:( So.tonight me Keli and Nikki went and met Danny and his friends at 7-11 and they didnt really seem interested in doing nething so we all left and that was about it... And Nikki and Keli.. if you read this..you are totally wrong about what you said to me about a certain someone. That person is a good friend....nothing else..I am not stupid nemore.. So Neways...Chris is back..but yesterday at work Joey told me that he heard that Chris likes me....but he has a girlfriend...But I dont know what to think ya know...oh well I will find out soon enough! Well.. I am tired..I have a long day ahead of me...Research paper with Lana and Work at 3-9:30...GRR Wel...Gooodnight! |
| Tuesday, April 17th, 2001 |
| 1:07 am |
MY SHITTY LIFE
I HATE LIFE..I hate life.. There are some days where I just want to end my life bc whats the point of living my life. there isnt. Everything always happens to me. WHY? Right now I feel like I have no friends to talk to and get advice from.. I need to talk to some people so Lindsey..when you read this..please call me . GOd I hate life. Every night I cry over something different. thats how bad mylife is. i am going to fall asleep right here..so..bye |
| Monday, April 9th, 2001 |
| 10:02 pm |
HMM!
Well...I am really kinda confused right now because I just found out that Chris is "attracted to me" but he said that he is talking to his ex..but I am still in the picture. I just want him to say whether or not he thinks that something will come out of this relationship or not because I dont want to waste my time. Nikki..I am not mad at you..at all because 1) chicks b4 dicks.. and I am over him...at least..thats what I really really really truely want to think. At the time when you told me...I was kinda hurt but then I was thinking and maybe it is just best to be friends..NO BENIFETS!! and I just want you to please becareful. I love you way too much to see you get hurt. remember this from that email...2. No man is worth your tears, and the one who is ,won't make you cry. its sooo true. And i just found out that Chris is an ass and he is making me mad. I think that this thing with me and him was over b4 it even started. I was really hoping that we would hook up but I dont think so because I think he isnt over his ex and he will prolly go back to her :( Any tips n how to break people up?? Geeeez...i need help here..I dont know what to do. I am going to get my beauty sleep...45-56! ~JILLY~ |
| 8:03 pm |
:(
Well...I just got back from the dentist and it sucks.. It turns out that I have TMJ which is a jaw disease and I had to get an impression done so that I can go back on Monday and get a bite plate thing to sleep with so that I don't grind my teeth at night. This thing is caused by stress and grinding my teeth. Boy have I been under a lot of stress lately. I hate life sometimes. I really need a boyfriend well one of my favorite movies , a league of their own..c ya later!! ~JILLY~ |
| 6:19 pm |
why do I get pissed easily?
Today is just not my day. I am really tired and I am getting really aggrevated SOOO easily..especially from my parents.. I am always on their case about how I need a new car because mine is going down the shit hole. And a while ago my dad told me that I am not going to get a new car soon because I don't need the payment. GRR so I stopped saving my money. Why save for something that I am not going to get. And then last week my insurance found out that I am a driver so My insurance got jacked up 180 bucks whichj pisses me off. So even if I do get a new car this summer I insurance is going to be even higher!! And then to top it all off I am grounded and my mom doesnt know for how long but it is because I vame home at 10:50 instead of 10:30-10:45 so I am grounded for that which aggervates me to no end and I want to get these jeans bc they are really cheap but I am grounded so I can't go. Well I have to go to the dentist for my jaw. It hurts like hell.. Talk to ya later! ~JILLY~ |
| Saturday, April 7th, 2001 |
| 11:55 am |
I HATE tests
Wow..I just took the ACT's and that was the hardest test that I have ever taken in my entire life!! THe weird thing is that it is the test that determines your whole future. Well..thats not weird but I really hope that I did good.. I am only going to Oakland U. so I know that you don't need a really high score. But we will see. So yeah...Chris didn't call me yesterday night but that's okay because I really didn't think that he would because he had to study for the ACT's so anyways me Nikki and Lou Lou went to Big Boys and had dessert and stuff which was REALLY GOOD...thanks Mia SO yeah..I just sent an ECRUSH thing to Chris in hopes that he will get it and feel the same way about me. This is my thoughts..I think that once you have really liked someone..your feelings for them NEVER go away..they aren't right at the top of you mind. So if Chris feels the same way about it..then he would still like me because at one time he told me that he had liked me like 3 different times.. I am really really hoping that this works out. Yesterday I had to get a new cell phone bc my other one was a piece of shit so as I was in the store...I thought that Chris walked in and as I was talking to the guy...my heart just FELL to the ground but it turns out that it wasnt him..not even close to looking like him. hehe... Neways.. I am going to go get ready to go to work... Love, Jillian Current Mood:  determined |
| Thursday, April 5th, 2001 |
| 9:29 pm |
OMG!!!!
Oh My Gosh! This kid that I have liked FOREVER that I work with just told me to call him this weekend and I was like..you call me and he said no you call me and I said...well what if you are with your girlfriend and he said...we broke up.. I am toatally freaking out here because I have liked this kid for 3 years and he liked me the same time that I liked him but neither of us said anything.... :( but now I have a really good feeling about this.. hopefully it will work out ...AHH I am sooo excited!!! hehe...My day was really shitty until this happened. I havent been this happy in sooo long...WEll...I am going to bed...if I can sleep!! Jillian Current Mood:  anxious |
| Wednesday, April 4th, 2001 |
| 9:10 pm |
GRR...
I just got home from the mall today and I was looking for one of those black long sweater things and I had NO luck and I am not about yo go to Contempo and pay 70 bucks for one........GRR I get soo pissed off when I can't find what I want!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!! I need a boyfriend really badly. Sometimes I hate life because it NEVER goes my way and ecspecially this week (hint hint wink wink) nothing ever wants to go my way. But I am going to get my beauty resy because god knows I need it!!!!!!! NIGHT NIGHT |
| 6:20 pm |
Continued
Well...I just got home from the Sterling vs. East Detroit baseball game because Keli is totally in love with this kid so we went to watch him.. It was fun! Well..I am going to eat dinner |
| Tuesday, April 3rd, 2001 |
| 3:11 pm |
Well..this is my first time doing this and there is soo much that I need to tell but I dont think that there is enough space. Anyways..today my friend Nicole decided to call this kid and tell him that she doesnt want to talk to him anymore...just be friends. I am totally confused..but oh well whatever. There was this kid that I really liked and he had to have gotten clues that I liked him..I pretty much spelled it out for him..but oh well...i have come to the conclusion that he is a MAJOR player..so I have to find a new boy to like and hopefully my friend Lindsey will get me hooked up with a friend of a guy that she is seeing..but we will see..i have to go make dinner.. |
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